Imagine having this and losing it

[Daniel]

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It has happened to many of us!

I never expected it to happen to me.

I'm glad it did!

Learning, who am I kidding... being independent (yeah, I'm learning; I'm only getting better at it) is one of the best things that's happened in my life, maybe the best thing, and 100% for the best.

I've always had a protector, someone I could rely on, and if I'm being honest, for most of my life, I've had "a second"; a best friend, to balance out my "inner circle."

I can't say that what my father did wasn't a blessing (what a blessing, and as I've said, 100% not expected) but my life has taken something of a 90° turn (and was doing that already and for a long time).

I can't adequately describe in words how much I want to live by myself.

I welcome the independence, freedom, and, privacy 100%.

You'd think I might have negative feeling about this subject. I really don't.

I'm going to be exactly where I want to be at this stage of my life.

I should stop being in a bad mood, put one foot in front of the other, and go where I'm going as fast as possible.

Btw, I will be less self-absorbed once I move and de facto am not living here. I think this is the largest transition I've made or ever will make in life.

I think that that this is what the Universe wanted to happen, and I'm so much more at peace with it than I ever used to believe I would be.